What a day

What a day i had yesterday. It left me so disturbed the whole day... and a bit disoriented. I could not work... i could not think straight... i could not believe what i have read. Questions filled my mind. Isn't it too late? 10 years had already passed. Isn't it too complicated to push things through? Don't you think that God made it happened because it wasn't meant to be in the first place? Well... i don't know... and I'm not sure if I should believe you this time. I've learned my lessons in the past... and they hit me so hard that it almost left me in pieces. Can you blame me for thinking this way? You knew nothing about it. Sometimes, looking back is not the best things for us. I have to make a choice. And i choose to be what I am right now... i choose to be where I am right now... with people who truly cares for me... with things I've learned to love for years. I prefer things to be what they are right now. I am happy now... can't you see? Yeah... I know, my life is far from perfect... but they are worth fighting for. I don't want to lose this battle without fighting. And if you pity me for having this life, please don't. I don't need them. There's nothing to be pitied about. You know me... and you should know that I don't leave things hanging. Better yet, you go on with the life you have chosen and I will continue with mine too. And please don't ever looked back again.