Saturday, February 14, 2009

Celebrating Valentine's Day

Today is heart's day. But unlike the past years, this year is somehow special. Maybe because he planned something for us. Yeah and I'm kinda excited about it. This is the first time that we will watch a concert together. He's really reaching out to me for the past weeks. He's been vocal to me about stuffs that i wanted to hear from him. But I don't know why I'm still not 100% secured about it. Maybe because there's still some days that he's back to his old-cold ways. Sometimes, I feel like he's been hiding things from me. I don't know! And I don't want to think about it! I've promised myself that from now on, my posts will only be about happy stuffs. Hopefully, in my next post, it would be something uplifting... something that makes my heart smile. And I think, I'm doing a great job in trying to put some positivity in my daily routine lately. Taking one day at a time, soon, things will be what i wanted it to be.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

At long last...

At long last, i have another post in here. It's been ages since my last one. I don't know but it seems like i can't even formulate a single sentence or i can't find the topic i want to write about. Maybe, this is really my outlet... my way of bringing out the darkness inside. With that, I can conclude that whenever i don't feel like writing a post, that means that i am emotionally up. I'm glad that those days are done, at last. But hopefully, i can write something happy then; something that can cheer up even the most devastated soul. Hopefully i can do it...in time. I'll just gather my happy thoughts. This is a good start. Happy thoughts here i come =D