For You, My Friend

My friend, I'm really sorry for all the pain i caused you. I don't intend to hurt you this way. But i want to be true to you and to myself. I really just can't see you in the romantic way. I can't force myself to treat you more than a friend. It's not like me. Of all people, you should know that. You know me better than anyone else. I hope you can understand why i need to do this...for you and for everyone we love. I don't want to hurt them, most especially your family. I treated them as my own. Also, I think it will be better if one of us should move and let go of this beautiful friendship. And since you can't do it, i think it's my call. But before I go, I want to thank you for everything. Thank you for being there for me through thick and thin. Thank you also for lending me your shoulders to cry on. I know that my 'thank you' is not enough. With our 12 years of friendship, we had shared many moments together. I want you to know that I will always cherish them and keep them in my heart.

Don't worry, this is all but temporary. Soon, our friendship will be back to normal again. Just need to put some spaces on it for us to be able to breathe. In time, when you have moved on, i'll be at your doorstep again, hugging you as if nothing happened.